Dedicated to my beautiful and amazing mother, Roseann.
I love you with all my heart and soul. We’ve always joked that we would leave this world together, many years from now, old and grey, with an entire lifetime of happy memories to look back on. I promised you I would always be there to take care of you, to laugh with you, protect you and make sure you always felt loved. For as long as I can remember you’ve been my best friend, my rock, and my world.
It’s been almost five months now since we received my diagnosis, and through it all you’ve been my strength and the driving force that keeps me fighting. I can’t help feeling like I need to keep apologizing for the situation we now find ourselves in, though I know you’ll also keep telling me that it isn’t my fault. I also know that while this is my body’s battle to fight, that you are also the one staring down every parent’s worst nightmare. Despite the odds, you’ve never once let me give up hope and you’ve always made sure I knew we were in this together. I pray to god and will remain ever hopeful that the time never comes where someone need show you this. But should that time come, it is important to me that you know how blessed and thankful I am to have spent my 30 years of life with such a beautiful, loving, kind and gentle woman. I want you to know that no matter what happens in the months ahead, that I am not afraid. The only thing about any of this that terrifies me is the thought of being taken away from you. I hate knowing what this all has to be doing to you inside, and wish I had the power to make it all go away.
Despite everything we are going through right now, I still feel like the luckiest person alive because I have you. I won’t ever give up, I will continue to fight, and no matter what, I will ALWAYS love and be with you.
I love you to the moon back lady. xoxoxoxo
~ ❤ Forever, your baby boy.
I’ll miss the snow and the summer sky
And all the love in your eyes
When all that we are, becomes what we were
Remember no one loved you more
Remember the fun
And I’ll live again
I promise it’ll be okay in the end
In a cradle of white light
I’ll sleep with the stars tonight
Forever the child of an angel
Forever the moon in my eyes
I know that this time, I’ll be gone for a while
But I hope you’ll think of me and smile
Though I have to leave
It doesn’t mean that I’m gone
So hold me close as I follow my dreams tonight
I’ll wait for you in the light
Forever begins tonight
The hardest part
Is hurting you
The hardest part is seeing you cry
Look back on the years
Remember my love
And when you close your eyes I’ll be there each night
I just need one more kiss goodnight
Before I leave your arms tonight